OK guys! this ---steaming pile of meadow muffin--- is starting to HURT!

I mean I have been stabbed, shot, broke bones , car crashes.
(THRPPPPP!) this is real pain!
I know the heart is in the center of the chest.
I am getting pains in the left boob. Just under it. I cough and the left arm is FULL OF needles shoulder to finger tips . (10 min worth)
I was talking to my younger brother today and his wife,
I had one of my coughing fits. My sister in laws first time seeing it,
I have been able to hide it for a long time. I no longer can hide it. When it comes it will happen, I have lost controll of it.
I wish some one could explain to me why I can not breath...
how can my hart be effecting my breathing? I can not inhale worth a darn.
all I want to do is ex hale.
to day I felt it coming. I half ass controlled it. I could fell the needles in my face and lips. I saw my brother jump out of his chair and tell me to sit down.
but it was like in a tunnel. All I could do was grab the char back and shake my head NO!.
he help hold me up till I regrouped. I never went out. I bet it was 1 or 2 min. before I could focus my eyes.
Then I told him sitting is worse. I can not fight it if I am sitting.
