I'm trying to do my best and saint knows that. But I'm sure as heck not afraid of him (nor would I think he'd want me to be). I see no forseeable real life consequences for my actions on the internet in any conceivable way I would behave on various internet forums.
It's not about being afraid of the big bad SiteOp. It's about being respectful. His house, his rules. Do you understand that, or not?
It's not about real life consequences. It's about being a good person. Just because nothing's going to happen to you doesn't mean you should behave badly. (You know you're behaving badly, or you wouldn't be thinking about whether or not there will be consequenses.)
The other times you were temporarily banned, that wasn't a punishment, wasn't intended to put a scare into you. It was an attempt to send you a message, that your behaviour was not appreciated, and it
would be appreciated if you would behave better when you came back. Not beacause you're afraid of what might happen if you don't, just because it's nice.
Be nice!