Thanks guys.
I did go. Damn near pissed my pants. ( I am just nervous)
blood pressure was 175 over 90 ?
I do not know what that means but it was a big deal to them.
I had a 30 min seasion with the doc.
I was wrong about hart lung specialist.
(don't get me wrong he was a DAMN good Doctor) caring and knew about me before I walked in the door.
My EKG came out OK. (all ways do)
took blood.
this doctor did some thing no other doctor did. He took his scope and listend to my neck.
THIS WAS NEW.
He had talked to my sister allready ( she works for the Doctors offices ) ( 3 total)
My Mom was there for here own appointment today at 8am, mine was at 2:30
all she wanted to talk about was my appointment.
I see a Doctor in Frankfort ( a heart specialest on the 8Th) I think I am going for a stress test. I heard the word nuclear test?
also a event monitor.
After heart doc is done I am ORDED in for cloistral test.
Thyroid test.
etc. etc. but they want to get all heart issues out of the way first.
Lungs are fine.

Yep still scared as hell.
I am stone cold sober as I type.
I am only scared of the cure. ( Long pause) I am not sure this is the right coarse to take.
I will give it a shot. Maybe even think about open heart surgery. (MAYBE!)
I do not want to drain all I have worked for to be a provider for.