And no, this isn't some metaphor for an eating disorder. I mean my actual physical refrigerator.
Long story short, for the last few years I have been dealing with increased anxiety mainly at night. Often I'd go to bed relaxed only to wake up incredibly tense in the morning. And sometimes I'd wake in the middle of the night full of anxiety.
I figured it was all life-related stuff; end of a long-term relationship, taking on a more stressful job, that sort of thing.
In recent weeks however, I managed to narrow it down to a physical cause. It appears the cause is actually low-frequency sound/vibration coming from my fridge. My current sleeping setup has my head next to a wall which runs down the center of my house towards the kitchen; a wall which the fridge is also next to. There's also a steel I-beam running underneath the same wall. The result appears to be a perfect conduit for sound and vibration from my fridge every time the compressor comes on.
What was especially odd is some nights I'd wake up feeling tense, but all of sudden the tension would dissipate. It was during these times I realized it appeared to related to some low-frequency rumble, but couldn't put my finger on where it was coming from. Eventually sourced it to the fridge's compressor.
I tested this by going a couple nights first unplugging the fridge at night. Then I simply moved my bed away from that wall. In the past week of trying these things, I've slept better and woken up more relaxed than I have in a long time.
It bugs me that it took this long to figure out what the issue was, but I'm glad it's an external physical cause and not something else. Now my only question is how to try to dampen the vibration from the fridge. I don't want to replace it as other than this issue, it works fine. Any suggestions to reduce the vibration/sound it puts out would be welcome.