I tried, but I just cant feel sorry for you. Perhaps this is Kharma's way of saying stop being such an ---uvula---?
So, do you think that being born with an illness from childhood is a kharmatic reaction
to how a person Might end up as an Adult? Or have I been a Uvula in a previous life,
getting punished for something I cant even remember?
Do you think my father taping my mouth, feet and hands together with duct tape,
threatening to cut me up with a Live revving circular saw, at age 5, was result of
this Karma too? Or how about my 4yr old brother getting tossed into the dryer,
turned on, left in there for some time... Did he deserve that too?
Or maybe its really you who is the Uvula, and really dont understand why?
There is no Kharma. There is only cause and effect. People may decide to be mean in
spirit to me, and so Im not always so nice in return. People are nice to me, and Im nice to
them. A lot in part to how I was mistreated by both parents & everyone around me in
youth/school. Im slow to accept new people in my life, and dont get too close very
easily. Dont trust easily. Dont need other people, their opinions, their praise..etc..
cause Ive been on my own half my life.
I tend to have very different ideas & opinions that rub people into reacting negatively.
I challenge them fiercely as well, rather than just taking the tap on the cheek.
I dont hate anyone. But I wont kiss butt, and dont stand for much crap.
I tend to be very serious sounding online, very brass & not too personal... but in
person, Im actually pretty friendly, easygoing, & get along fine with most people.
Maybe stop elbowing sandbags.
I've never elbowed a sandbag, and man, I feel great and well rested 24/7, and I'm a raging alcoholic.
Geez man, I dont know what to say. A joke, and maybe not, at the same time...
I train as for Peace & Protection of myself and loved ones. Having the body of a
marshmallow is only good for cowering & begging for mercy. Ive had to fight my whole
life, and I can tell you one thing... the hardest fights are "Internal". And taken me
half my lifetime to heal / overcome.
If you truely are an Alcoholic, then I say its time to pick up your own Sword, and
start taking a stand for yourself & your loved ones. Start facing the ugly things that
cause the weaknesses / troubles , and do what you need to get the strength to
live with Love instead of Drug.
Nobody really feels Great as an Alcoholic. Thats just an excuse and self delusion.
As for the disease, it wouldnt matter if I got a papercut. The thing just wont heal for
well for weeks instead of days.
I got diagnosed with diabetes last year, its not as bad as being a coeliac,
Hey Mike, very sorry to hear. I dont think I could handle Diabetes, mostly due to the
needles. One of my uncles just recently passed away from it.. but then again, he
didnt really take good care of himself either. Anyways, sorry to hear it, and wish you
well in dealing with it.
Life is precious. Treasure every Breath. Its the greatest gift that can be had.
Pain is weakness leaving the body. Wimps.
Nice. I like that.

I remember back when I first started in the arts. The smallest poke in my mallow-body
would cause me major pain and suffering. Its amazing how the body changes with
a few years of training. Being able to take extreme abuse, and not really think,
feel, or care much of it.
Its the fire of pure willpower that drives one past those many pains, to achieve that
level to which the body is hardened like steel. And once that happens, the challenges
elsewhere in our lives, seem all that much more easy to handle / accomplish.