thanks for the kind words, i've been refreshing this screen like a mad man hoping to read something to make me feel a little better... I may actually be able to sleep tonight, been stressing so bad at work all day i couldn't eat a bite of food because my stomach has been turning, amazing that hearing somebody tell you that you are doing the right thing can take so much weight off the shoulders, with that i will try to sleep and i can only hope my email is full of offers and bids on the fifj machine... i am lucky though, my friends are buying the other machines and they all agreed to sell them back once i get the home situation resolved, i guess you could say they are more or less "loaning" me the money. I need a total of about $20,000 to keep this house, if all i eat is cup-o-noodles and work all the overtime i can, I might make the deadline...