...i am at collage and google is banned.
WTF ? ? ? Where in the name of god are you going to college, the University of the Dark Ages? Google is an invaluable, but free research tool. They are in the process of scanning in every page of every book from multiple libraries around the world, including MIT, Harvard and Oxford IIRC. Over 5 million books will be available in their entirety.
Don't get me wrong, Lexus Nexus, Ebsco Host and so on are fantastic, but what kind of jackasses are running your school? I go to a conservative school in rural Utah and even they have the sense not to take censorship
that far.
I can't even wrap my head around that. You should get the hell out of there and get a real education somewhere. Somewhere, perhaps, where doesn't feel that you need to be protected from information that they haven't hand selected for your delicate eyes. Transfer immediately. You're wasting your money.
....phew.....that really got me worked up. I need yoga now.