I was guessing you guys would get a message back saying that it wasn't a valid email acct.
But if that's not the case I wish to now apologise to Mr shapediggity, and hope in time he can forgive me.
I guess now theres nothing left to do, but try and go on. Day by day. trying to live with what I've done. Knowing in the end I will be judged for the harm I've caused.