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My fiance psik0tik
psik0tik:
I have one more thing to share and then I'm off to New York. I want to share his eulogy because this is one of the sites he listed to list it on.
Losing a loved one is one of the most difficult things we can go through, so much more if it isthe man your going to marry. No words can express what I am feeling right now and I’m sure only time can help me accept the fact.
Eric lived in a world beyond what we consider normal life. HE lived life more than anyone that I have ever met and that is what drew everyone to him. HE will be missed by more people that I can count and made more friends through his loving and caring nature than anyone can ever imagine. He had the most incredible inner child that screamed out to embrace him and he followed it.
He was a creator, he would rather build it then have someone build it for him.
He was an inventor, he wanted something that only he had instead of what everyone else had.
He was caring, he would give the shirt of his back if thought it would make you smile.
He was trusting, He believed that everyone had a good side to them even though they may have done wrong.
We had the privilege of time with him before he passed and he wrote something to tell everyone that he knew:
First off I would like to be buried with my car and my arcade room lol. I don't know how to say goodbye to all I love and charish. I don't know what is going to happen when I die and I've come to terms with it in the last hours of my life. I will miss most of all my fiance the one who put up with me and if there is life after death I have no idea how I will survive in the afterlife without her. I want her to know that I love her more than life itself and that there was never a woman that could've treated me me better than her. I would also like to say goodbye to all my friends and family. I wish I could've seen your faces and spoke to you before this because I have so much to say and so many hugs to pass out. I would also like to say goodbye to all of my friends in the various online friends that I have met on the internet. I know it sounds foolish calling people that I have never met my friends but they were just as important to me as my friends in real life. Out of my friends online I'd like to thank saint. He gave me more projects to do and let me relive my childhood of video games and the smell of hot arcade machines that I missed so much. And to all my friends in IRC that helped me through all my problems I had with various projects over time. Also I would like to thank superstar for being the best friend online i could imagine. the only person that would travel to Las Vegas at 3 in the morning to meet me for a arcade auction and drive back to Florida in a broken down Uhaul so I could have an original pacman and tron. Most of all I will miss my family the ones who loved me more than life could give and who never doubted me in everything I did. I love you all more than life itself and I will love you even after I die. Like is stated in my will I would like a party instead of some boring funeral. I want alcohol and loud music and everyone to dance and have fun. I knew the business I was in was dangerous so I set aside money for the occasion. Plus being big oils ---smurfette--- for so long should cover any other expenses. I love you all and I'd write more but I'm feeling very tired. Again I can't say enough how much I truly love and respect everyone Thank you and goodbye to everyone.
Love
Eric
aka Psik0tik
That was the last thing he wrote before he died and he couldn't express more how he had so much more to say. But he would need eternity to say all he needed to say to all his loved ones.
thank you so much for attending
DrumAnBass:
Wow, what a tough thing to deal with, I can't begin to imagine what you are going through. Thank you so much for sharing that with us. Wish I had an opportunity to know him in "real life" but from what I read from him here he seems like a great guy. So sorry to hear about your loss.
ChadTower:
Wow. The opportunity to say goodbye is a priceless thing. You never really think about that in your day to day life.
HaRuMaN:
Wow... what can I say but I'm very sorry for your loss. Take care and all the best...
psik0tik:
Actually one more thing. I have the book that the guy that runs this place made. He had it signed by alot of pople from all the game coventions he went to and he wanted it given back to it's creator. The book is in bad shape lol but it has a signature on every page. I don't know who I'm suppose to give this too or who to write so hopefully you guys can help me. It says on the cover build your own arcade machine and please if you could help me find an address to this guy I want to try and send this to him. Thank you guys again
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